Howling at the Moon

Ok this blog has nothing to do with howling at the moon I just figured it sounded like fun to do. I find it completely ridiculous that I am awake right now at 2:30am. Everyday I wake up around 9:30am lay in bed for a while and sometimes go back to sleep but only for short intervals where I'm in that half awake half asleep mode and then I get up feeling even more tired than when I first woke up at 9:30. I don't know what the deal is with me and why goign to sleep before even 1am is so stinking difficult. I could be completely exhausted and I would still find myself staying up past midnight. The only time I ever get to bed before midnight is when I am sick. But, even when I am sick I still wind up sleeping in until like 10:30.
I think that part of the reason I enjoy staying up so late is because all day long I am surrounded by people and noise so when midnight hits everyone else is finally asleep and the house is totally quiet. I can watch movies or my favorite shows without any distractions or interuptions, or on the rare occasion I could actually work on something that I didn't wind up finishing earlier because I was too distracted. I mean think about it. When you live in a family with tons of people and your job requires you to be around people almost all the time when you are alone it is like you can think clearly for the first time and relax without every being worried about anything. Doesn't that sound so nice! Then again, being alone for too long just gets sad. Another result of growing up in a large family is that even though the alone time is nice it gets old pretty quickly and you begin to want company. Such a weird Dichodomy, is that how you spell that word? I don't know.

B.

OH man I guess you could say howling at the moon does have to do with this blog because it is something that you do when the moon is out and that happens pretty late at night this time of the year.

Sweet!